5 Days PostPartum Refelection

Due to some issues I was induced at 36 weeks very suddenly. One day I was fine and the next bed ridden in the hospital. Though it was a tough week and baby boy is still in NICU (though doing amazing!!) The first two days PP I stayed strong strong. Day 3 PP I spent all day crying. Day 4 PP I was in so much pain in the downstairs area and was finally discharged from the hospital. I fell 2 times because I had been laying in a hospital bed for a week and had lost muscle awareness. I also now have 0 bladder control. I started pregnancy at 165 and weighed into the hospital at 210. As of day 5 PP I am already at 190 and finally starting to feel myself again And recognize my own body! It takes time for it to sink in that there is no baby in there anymore. The only thing I’m now doing differently is pumping every 2 hrs during the day and breastfeeding when NiCU lets me... and it’s the most amazing thing in the world!!!!❤️❤️ Praying for everyone to continue to have healthy and happy pregnancy’s- I cant wait to do it again.