I just couldn’t deal.

Any sound sent me into instant aggression.

So my baby spent all day in his room and I spent the day outside. Kept his monitor on him and went in once an hour to check diaper change the show give different toys and other misc but I just couldn’t be around him today, for my sanity and his safety.

I’m embarrassed that I had to but I think it’s important that I recognized I needed to and listened despite the guilt I’ve felt.