This is my third and my boyfriends first, I’m nervous about him seeing me give birth. What if he doesn’t look at me the same? What if he isn’t attracted to me anymore? What if he can’t get in the mood to have sex with me after seeing all of that? I haven’t been worried until now and he’s reassured me that won’t happen but I’ve seen lots of men say that and then they cheat, or they don’t feel the same about their SO and I’m freaking out. Like I am freaking out so bad I don’t even want him in the room anymore because what if all those things I’m worried about do happen? It might sound dumb to a lot of you but I’ve seen men not want their girls anymore after watching them have a baby and it’s really taking away my excitement and replacing it with major anxiety and sadness 😔