I know I’m not the only one that has the constant feeling of a rock just sitting in your stomach not ever being the one that has the baby, that gets to experience pregnancy & giving birth and holding your baby for the first time.

My friends have all had baby’s, I have a friend that got pregnant after being with her partner for 7 weeks they are still together and she is now pregnant with a baby boy again. I have been with my partner for 9 years and we have tried and tried and tried and the strong feeling of disappointment and heart break that comes over me every time I get my period or see the negative on my tests.

I know I have to pray to the lord and put all my faith into him knowing when it’s the right time it’ll happen but I’m giving up hope that it’ll ever happen for me and my beautiful partner.

We have tried again on my ovulation this month and now it’s the whole process of waiting to see if my period comes or if I take my test and the results.

I just want it so bad, I would be such an awesome mum and my partner would be the best dad.

I pray for anyone else that is going through this struggle and I pray for everyone that try’s so hard to have no result. Please pray for me that this month is my month 🤞🏽💓