Please send baby dust and good vibes

Emperial

This is only cycle 3 and I’m just so depressed at how many negatives I’ve seen . Every month I do something different to help . I want this more than anything but I said that after this cycle I would take a break . I’m 11 dpo today (well in 15minutes) and I’m really hoping I see a bfp but I don’t want to test until my expected AF . Please share you success below to give me hope because this feelings SUCKS .