Am I alone in this?

Does anyone else have a fear that they might have infertility issues? I’ve had this fear since I was a little girl. I’ve been surrounded by women my whole life who were not able to have biological children or struggled with infertility. My mom had a MC and was not able to conceive, which resulted in my adoption. My mother-in-law, whom I’ve known since I was 13, had an egg donor to conceive my brothers-in-law (twins). Cousins who tried for 10+ years and used <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> causing financial problems. And the list goes on. Obviously, I am all for adoption, surrogate, egg donor, <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> etc., but I worry about the possibility of going through that process. The heartache and financial burden along the way. Am I wrong to have this fear? I’ve only been ttc for 3 months, but every time I see af or one pink line, I feel like all these crazy thoughts are being confirmed. I feel totally irrational! But how can I not? My whole life was based around the fact that my parents could not conceive...