Weird pregnancy

I never threw up until my 10th week of pregnancy. I thought the nausea is supposed to slowly go away the more farther I am? I am now 12 weeks and I throw up after every single thing I eat since week 11. Is this normal? I used to run to fruits for a safe meal but now I throw that up too, especially pineapple and it kills me because it’s so hard to throw up, it’s like stuck in my throat. I’ve tried everything. My favorite food is pasta and I still enjoy eating it but my body doesn’t allow me to, I throw up and suffer the most if I eat any pasta. Literally even a little snack I throw it up. Crackers, yogurt, icecream, anything! I feel like COMPLETE SHIT like i’m really suffering at this point. I now feel too scared to even eat because I hate the feeling and I lose soooo much energy after I throw up. I even drink a lot of water and I even gagged up lots of water!! I don’t force myself either it literally just forces me to gag and comes out itself no matter where I am i can’t hold it in. What should i do to help myself?