Postpartum Laziness

So my husband came home from work all upset and brought home dinner. The restaurant messed up on our order so of course that didn’t go well. I stay at home all day so when he told me I could eat it I said no and was going to say more but he walked away and went ballistic 😐

To the point he chucked the food at the wall like a maniac...

He told me I was lazy for not making food but the only time I don’t make food because we literally got the house cleaned that same day. He know I would like to at least have our house clean once but no. Today was different.,,I’m so hurt because I do try to do everything I can for our family but when he uses that word he belittles me. I kept crying in the shower nonstop.

I know many won’t read this but I just wanted to vent...

Edit:

I am going through therapy, I have asked for couples and he’s considering it.

He’s never really like this...he claims he’s going through a “mid-life crisis” because he can’t make up his mind career wise. He’s been jumping from job to job even for me it’s exhausting...