All day Sunday I was getting moderate period like cramps and back pain. Monday morning I began spotting and it started off as barely there pink, stopped, then came back bright red and slightly heavier. I waited to see if it would stop on its own but it continued so I went to the hospital Tuesday morning. At the hospital they gave me a total of 3 ultrasounds. After the 1st one the words that came immediately out of the nurses’s mouth were “I don’t see anything” and my heart dropped. I waited almost 2 hours for 2 additional ultrasounds, and another hour after they were finished to hear hear the results of their findings. I was told that the gestational has abnormalities. It contained no fetal pole, no heart beat was detected, and no yolk sac. I was also told that I was measuring 6w 4d when I was supposed to be 10w4d. And all this is happening a week before my birthday. I was supposed to have. My 1st prenatal appt the day after my birthday and now I have no baby to see and constant spotting just waiting to pass what’s left my uterus or having to get a d&c if can’t on my own. I just feel completely lost now. I keep seeing pregnant women, babies, and all of my friends are pregnant. I’m just wondering why couldn’t I have a healthy pregnancy too? What did I do wrong? I can’t help but to keeping thinking about If was a boy or a girl and what he or she look like. I just feel completely numb like everything is so surreal still.