Finally opened up to my bf and this happened...

I have a lot of trouble opening up to my bf about my emotions because of past relationships. We’ve gotten in so many arguments over it, he really wants me to be able to open up to him more. Well, tonight I was feeling down and I texted him telling him that. I had to really push myself to do that and it was really difficult for me.

He basically just told me to calm down and go to sleep. I feel so dismissed right now, it was so hard for me to do. Like I get that it’s late and he’s tired but he’s asked me so many times to do this and I did it and I feel awful for it.