I have no words

So ladies I need the best advice possible... I’m 5 weeks postpartum and yesterday I found out my husband was watching porn. (That’s fine and all but we had our own homemade shit for that 🙄) I eventually got over it but I forgot my phone at my grandparents and had to use his.. well during that time I found out he was Snapchatting other women.. and I assume paying for their nudes.. he added them while I was pregnant. And a good example of how much they Snapchatted is we have a snap score of 70,000 SINCE 2016.. they have a Snapchat score of 22,000 since FUCKING FEBRUARY!!!! I’m about to lose my shit..

Oh yeah our 1 year anniversary is tomorrow 👏🏻🙄