When do you just accept it

When do you accept that this is what I am for now and get a new wardrobe?

I’m only about 10 lbs more than what I weighed before pregnancy but I feel like I look A LOT bigger than before

I don’t feel good in any of my old clothes and it’s starting to really get to me every time I decide to try and get dressed for something. Like to the point I want to cry.

I’m still wearing my maternity pants but I only have two pairs and the one pair are loose on me

I’m currently mainly wearing my boyfriends shirts.

Part of me feels like buying new clothes is like accepting defeat to my new body

But part of me also feels like it would make me feel a little better maybe