i’m selfish

i wish my stepdad would go back to working at night and every weekend. i miss coming home and not seeing him, and going days without seeing him. this is such a selfish thing to want especially because i worked in that kitchen with him and know how miserable it was but he makes my life so miserable, he picks on me for every little thing i do and is so rude to me all the time. no one in my house is happy with him being home more, his bad attitude is the same as it’s always been and i went through something a few months ago and ever since he’s been so awful to me and i wish i could go back to hardly seeing him again.