I’m finally excited

A little back story. With my first pregnancy my husband and I planned it. I was so excited the entire pregnancy. The days seemed to go by so slow. We ended up having a healthy baby boy

My second pregnancy was the same situation, we talked and decided it was time for baby #2. We finally got our BFP and at 12 weeks we found out we lost the baby.

After struggling in every aspect for months. I found out I was pregnant yet again. I was extremely excited yet I worried ever day something was going to happen. However My sweet sour patch baby girl was born, very healthy.

I’ve always wanted lots of kids until I became a mother of 2. My husband and I decided 2 was the perfect number for us. However my birth control failed which least us to

Baby number 3. When I first found i I was extremely depressed, I cried for weeks. ( my husband really didn’t want anymore kids and honestly I thought he would hate me or something. He has been so supportive and extremely excited for this baby. I was so shocked) we decided to do the genetic testing as well as the early gender. We were hoping it would help me out of the funk I was in.

It didn’t help, I was off and on depressed. Some days I was so happy and others I didn’t know how we were going to get through this.

I am now 16+4 I am beyond blessed I get to experience this again!! I can not wait to hold my second baby girl in January. I have a drs apt a week from Tuesday. I can not wait! I don’t know when I my anatomy scan is but I’m sure it will be within the next couple of weeks!

Thank you for reading.