Urghhh

So I’m in the tww at the moment and I’m just getting so so so depressed and down because I really want to be blessed with my baby this month and if I’m not I don’t know if I can keep on trying because the disappointment is just too much for me :( I don’t know how to do it any more and I feel like this month I might not even be blessed because I only BD once :( anyone have any tips on what I can do to stay more positive and keep going? Do I have a chance if pregnancy?? This is when I BD and also a picture of what my ovulation strip looked like that morning and I BD at about 1:00 that day.