I bled on his bed

That night we had had sex and after we were done I went to the bathroom and wiped and noticed I was spotting, but I had mentioned I think I’m going to start my period. But I wasn’t sure if my period had begun or it was just the rough sex. That morning I woke myself up from feeling wet between my legs. I went to the bathroom to see blood all over my legs. I quickly cleaned myself up, changed, grabbed a tampon and returned to bed. I rolled over to cuddle with him, looked down and saw blood on the sheet and the bed. I woke him up to make sure it wasn’t on him and so I could clean the bed. He walked to the couch and laid back down. It was easy to clean because we had fallen asleep on the air mattress in the living room, but when I invited him back to bed after cleaning and changing the sheets he responded with “nah I’m good.”

I know everyone reacts to blood differently and I’m really trying not to be in my feelings (especially because I’m on my period) but my feelings are kinda hurt. I’m already embarrassed as it is and now I’m feeling unloved and disgusting. I just wanna wake him up and say I’m sorry but it’s not like I can control when it comes. 😔 sorry guys just having a weak moment.