Hey ladies I was just wondering if any of you had any nicu experience? My daughter unexpectedly needed to be in the nicu for 10 days she was born at 38+6. She had trouble breathing at birth and needed cpap for a day and then the rest of the time she was just working on eating. Anyways I had a really hard time while she was in the nicu. She’s doing great now but now that I’m thinking about baby #2 I’m worried about something unexpectedly happening like that again. I feel like I’m the only person with a term baby who had such a negative experience and it sucks. I’m so grateful my daughter is healthy, and 10 days in the nicu isn’t the end of the world but my friends have had kids and have had such beautiful experiences and it makes me so jealous! Not that I’d wish my experience on anyone but I feel sad I didn’t get a positive birth experience. And I have a lot of guilt about the whole experience like I was the reason this happened. Does anyone else feel like this? Just feeling sad about your whole experience?