So one of my best friends just told us that she is pregnant! I’m so happy for her but I am also so sad. After they left, I told my husband that I was sad (he mentioned that I was acting weird). When I told him I was sad because I want to be pregnant too, he got upset with me and told me I am supposed to be happy for them and it isn’t all about me. We’ve only been trying for a month or two but I know my friends started trying at the same time we did which means that they got pregnant on their first try and we didn’t. It just makes me sad to the point where I want to cry (and I already have) because my husband doesn’t understand why I’m sad. He also keeps telling me that he may have issues with his sperm due to testicular torsion (I think) as well as some medications he is on can cause fertility issues but he won’t take any supplements to help with fertility (he got mad when I suggested it when we didn’t get pregnant after the first month). We also barely have a shot of getting pregnant this month because family was in town and we didn’t really have time to do it. I don’t know what to do because I don’t feel like I can talk to him about it since he doesn’t understand.

After I cried, he did try to cheer me up, but I still feel so sad to the point that I need to cry.