Scared to even sit on the toilet 😣

Mari

As having had 2 miscarriages in the past year, I find myself scared to use the bathroom..as if when I wipe I will see RED😵 I'm probably paranoid and traumatized a bit..My levels never increased in the past like they have this time around..I'm 6 weeks 3 days..first hcg reading was 607 at 5 weeks then jumped up too 4017 in a matter of 100 hr difference.Praying to the good man upstairs this time is it🙏 Please say a prayer as I will for you❤