Over the last few years we have two miscarriages and this year alone we lost two precious baby boys one at 15 weeks and my last one at 19.2 weeks last weekend. Each hurt differently and all have broken my heart. I know we are in pain and at I have a very loving and supportive husband and yet still feel alone. He wants to stop trying since my pregnancies are high risk due to age (38) and incompetent cervix. Alan Jack was born too early because my cerclage tore up, this was my first cerclage. My heart aches for him and my body is constantly reminding me of my lost. How we move forward...