**update: went back to work for 2 days and I put in my two weeks notice. My sup was very sad but she said she would have done it if she could have she said I didn't even have to finish my 2 weeks so I been a stay at home mom for a few weeks now and have no regrets so far**

So I have to go back from maternity leave on Sept 5th I'm already super sad and anxious about it. My husband just started making enough that I could quit my job and we would be okay on money. The problem is I have never not had a job and also I'm just scared about not having enough money if something happens. Just makes me nervous for me to not be making money. Then if something happens and I need to find work I will never be able to start off somewhere at what I'm making now. Also if I go back to work my husband will go on 2nd shift to watch the baby when I'm working so I won't be spending time with him either. Ugh I just don't know what to do. Very conflicted...