I'm just over it 😭😭😭💔💔👼🏽

So I found out Friday (the 16th) that I was pregnant. I was so excited to be having my last baby. I lost 2 babies in 2016 and one in 2017. I have been trying ever since to get pregnant. I was told today that I'm pregnant but I'm going to miscarry. They were not able to see anything on the sonogram. Tomorrow I would have been 5 weeks. I knew not to get my hopes up but I did it anyway. I so badly wanted to have a baby boy...and now I am just waiting to lose yet another baby. I feel numb.