AF has officially arrived..again. Ive only been ttc for 8 months. However, I think remembering how long it took to concieve my first, the stress, anxiety, and depression it brought, has made ttc #2 more stressful than I thought. I really thought this was the month. BD 3,2,1 days before O, O day, and 1 dpo. This 2WW was TOTALLY different than any other ive ever had and I caught a random cold that nobody else in the house caught. I convinced myself we did it. So convinced in fact that i didnt test at all during my 2ww cause i figured may as well wait til AF is due so the line will be nice and dark. Hubbys birthday is next week and all month ive been so hopeful to be able to tell him on his day. That is until 30mins ago when i went to the bathroom and realized I was so very wrong. I sat on the floor and ugly cried for a good 15mins. I feel gutted at this point im so over this crap I dont think ill be trying again next month. Sorry for the rant. I just needed to vent.