Porn?

I’m 15 and I masturbate quite frequently mostly because I’m always stress cause of my high anxiety and I worry about everything but masturbating helps a lot with that. But my only problem is :(

I’m Christian and I know it’s bad to masturbate when your Christian but I sometimes watch porn too :( and like I feel terrible like realllllllllly bad. But it calms me to just escape everyday stress ig idk?!..

Please no hate