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I’ve always just told everyone that I’m straight. I had a boyfriend for 4 months but broke up with him because I didn’t feel attracted to him and felt pressured to be in love. I feel like I ruined things between us by dating him. I just don’t understand why it has to be love. Why can’t it just be fun? I’m only a teenager. I still feel like I’m not ready to date. I don’t know how to explain my attraction to people. I guess I feel sexually/physically attracted but not romantically. I can picture myself having a one-night-stand, but not a committed relationship. Idk if that makes any sense. I also have been feeling sexually/physically attracted to men and women. Idk what to classify my sexuality as. What would you call it? Am I just too young?

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