My boyfriend works out of town A LOT. He’s gone more than he’s home. I have never even thought about cheating on him, but I did buy a vibrator. I’ve noticed that every time I use it I watch porn or think of someone hot I’ve seen in a movie or something. I NEVER think of him. I don’t understand why. Is it wrong? Do I have some deep issue I should address? Or is it normal? I love our sex but I rarely get off without some sort of extra work or a toy. Maybe that’s why?