I am 3 months postpartum. I wasn't trying to get pregnant, I was even on birth control. But about 2 weeks ago i was feeling very off, feeling like I was when I was first pregnant with my son..so I took a test, sure enough it was positive. Initially, I was panicking because I just had a baby. But although I support abortion it just wasn't in the question for me. I knew I was going to make the best out of it. I knew it was going to be hard. So I came to terms with all of that and started to get really excited. My kids would be so close in age I was excited for them to grow up together, I was excited for them to always have each other. Went to the doctors, they confirmed it with a blood test. But then a few days ago I started spotting. It was extremely light and barely bloody so I wasn't all that worried. Then the morning after I went pee when I woke up and when I wiped there was so much blood..my heart sank. And later that night I took another test, still positive but extremely faint. Then the next day I took another one, and it was negative. I immediately told my husband. He seemed disappointed but not like me.i told my two best friends. The only other two that knew, and they were both so happy for me...saying things like "thank God you dodged a bullet" & "I bet you're happy". My husband just moved on so fast and is acting like nothing is wrong. Nobody even stopped to ask how I was doing. I feel so alone. I know it wasn't the ideal time but I was ready to love that baby, I was ready to go on that journey. I just need some kind words and how to deal. Thank you.