Weird question

Soo I have been reading that healthy sperm comes out of the man and it’s either white or whitish. If it is clear then that could mean low Sperm count.. so tonight me and my husband had sex and when I went to the bathroom it fell out of me and it looked clear but when it hit the water it had a whitish look to it. (I haven’t seen what it looks like fresh in a while cause he just doesn’t pull out anymore lol) but I know this is tmi but I just want a baby soo bad and I am analyzing everything. So I’m wondering if that’s normal?