Boyfriend an abortion

My boyfriend of 8 months and I got pregnant 7 weeks ago. This wasn’t planned.. I was switching from the ring to the pill because I hate them both, and got pregnant. When I told him, I was actually excited .. because I was in no way worried about out relationship. I am 35, and he’s 40. We had had a conversation about kids in the past & we agreed on having 2 kids. We also had a conversation about moving in together 2 days before I found out I was pregnant, which we seemed completely on the same page about. His reaction when finding out: he told me he hasn’t been able to tell me that he loves me because he doesn’t think he does. He never even showed any negative feelings towards me before this. He also would just not talk about anything at all confrontational / anything to make our relationship better. It’s been 2 weeks since I told him, and we’ve have probably 10+ hours worth of discussions of why he can’t get onboard. I never told him that “I am keeping it” in efforts to not sound like a bitch. But I have told him over and over I truly do not want to have an abortion, and that I have been searching for positives and have found way more than would ever want to make me get an abortion. It seems like he will hear what I am saying, but wake up the next morning and revert back to the way he felt. There is absolutely nothing in me that wants to have an abortion. We both make over 100K/year, are healthy sane individuals that are 100% capable of raising a child. I am struggling with this every single day. I feel like with me being a smart, realistic person he would support me by now. Makes me feel like he either has no love for me, or just would rather take the easy way out. He continues to have the same conversations with me, and I am understanding ... but at the same time, I’m dying inside because I am not wanting an abortion, and seems like he doesn’t care to understand that.