I had 2 healthy kids then I got pregnant the 3rd time and miscarried. I never knew the gender. That was January of this year. I fell pregnant a 4th time which was a little boy and I shortly lost him at 10 weeks and had to have a DNC. I'm so confused and hurt. I can't take the pain. And the pain from the DNC sucks too. I'm so heartbroken. I just found out Tuesday he was gone and then I just had the surgery yesterday. I miss them so much.