On August of last year I found out I was pregnant and on October I had a miscarriage. I was never able to see the baby... just an empty sack.. once they did de D&C they told me there was a bby.

Fast forward to July 2019 I find out I’m pregnant again. I had an ultrasound and I didn’t see the bby the doctor told me everything was fine and in its place, she said she saw something and it was just too soon to see the bby (I was 6wks).

Now my next appointment is in September 4 (I’m 9wks currently).

I’m just so scared to go through the same thing I misscaried at 11wks and since I got pregnant I’ve been having light cramps but constantly and at the beginning I had severe stomach pains and back pain. I’m scared to go and see nothing in the ultrasound. Plus working is just stressful I work in a family restaurant that’s always packed and have to stand for hours, I have a big responsibility because my dad just passed couple of months ago.

My boyfriend is so excited and scared at the same time, the experience was horrible I fainted from the wheelchair and almost needed a blood transfusion and I just can’t go through that again. It was so traumatizing and I’m scared because of my cramps. And sometimes I have no symptoms at all.