Help please🤦🏼‍♀️

Nijah

So i keep having these dreams where i am with my first love who is now my ex and im like dating him and when i try to talk to my "friends" about these dreams they call me obsessed, lonely, inlove, or retarded for even thinking about a chance of us being together again. I just want to know why i keep dreaming about him! I mean we have been over for 2 years and I've been having this dreams for 1 1/2 years!