My boyfriend told me I forced him into baby #2

I found out I’m pregnant today. My boyfriend and I have a 1.5 year old son. Since May he has been cumming inside of me. In June I thought I was pregnant and he said he hoped it was a girl. I ended up not being pregnant he did buy me these gender neutral baby clothes a few months back that we could save for our next baby. Today I found out I am pregnant I told him he said “great” and went inside. I walked in and asked him how he felt he told me I forced him and he didn’t want another baby. Never once did I force him he said he was just doing it so I wouldn’t fight with him. I said you knew what you were doing and he just put all the blame on me.. I mentioned the gender neutral clothes he said “you probably told me they were for somebody else”. Which is bullshit because I asked him if he thought the teal could be for a boy or girl. Financially we are fine we own our home. I’ve been crying all day.. I NEVER forced him he never once told me he didn’t want another baby. He told my I’m an idiot and delusional if I thought he wanted another child. My heart is broken I don’t want to have an abortion.. But i told him to leave and what if he doesn’t come back? I’m scared to be a single mom. He was in this until today. 😭