i might be closeted

for the past couple months, i have noticed that i have bi/pan/maybe even demisexual tendencies. i’m not sure where i stand, i told one of my friends about it but i don’t think i could ever tell my parents. they are slightly homophobic? like they say they love and accept everyone but still say the n word and faggot. i don’t think i could ever tell anyone about this and i need help discovering my sexuality. i’m 13 and a lot of kids are confused at my age but i want to know who i am