Whole heartedly hate this.

I do not look forward to interacting with him. I wish my life was still the way it was before I got pregnant.

I love my son because he is here and I would miss HIM if he wasn’t. But man do I wish I was male so it was acceptable to to be the dead beat dad and not be required to keep another human alive. Wish my significant other hadn’t have guilted me into keeping a pregnancy I didntwant