Why is ttc so difficult why does our bodies play tricks on us. It’s been such an emotional and saddening 4 years of my life ttc and still no new baby. While I see friends and family members find out they are pregnant and now have babies and toddlers while I still try and try failing every month. Now I’m happy I have 2 kids of course but I just want 1 more. Why is my body failing me??!! I’m 2 days late now and each time I wipe I’m just waiting for the dam to open up and fish with that sea of red. No bfp just 2 days late no period and no positive. I hate you body!!!