I lost the baby.

I was 5 weeks and 3 days and I lost the baby. We were so excited and I lost the baby. For 9 months we tried. We tried so hard. And then those beautiful two pink lines popped up. And then they faded and then I started bleeding. Maybe it’s for the best, maybe it’s not our time. Either way I’m devastated. Either we are hurting from our loss. We’ve decided that we are just going to focus on our first born and if it happens along the way then that’s that. I just can’t believe we spent 9 months TTC to just have it ripped from us. Ya girl is having a major off day.