Second wind..

Me and my SO have been trying for about a year now and after a friend announced they were pregnant I got this second wind like enthusiasm that THIS was my month. My ovulation date was the Monday after hubbys birthday weekend so we had multiple sessions. I went to my doctor that Tuesday and told her what we did and she said she wouldn’t be surprised if this was my month. With a bit of a pep in my step from that, my job offer finally coming in and many people telling me this was my month, I felt upbeat and hopefully. I started praying twice a day, went to church for the first time in years and really got hopeful.

But now as my time of the month closes in I’m losing a little faith. Like that happiness bubble I had earlier has faded down and is about to pop. Has anyone else felt like this? I know I haven’t gotten AF but I just feel it coming, ya know?