Thoughts

Shelby

This is my first time posting on here but I wanted to see if anytime had and advice or anything to help me out or to help ease my mind some. It keeps going through my mind that I can’t get pregnant. My bf and I aren’t having safe sex. I’m not on birth control either. I’ve been to the doctor because we had some thought that I might have endometriosis because of pain and all other side affects. My doctor said everything was fine with the results. I’ve miscarried twice and it’s literally brought me down to a new low each time. I have dreams about being pregnant and finding out the sex of my baby in my dreams the. Waking up realizing it isn’t true. Each time I’m suppose to start my period I pray I don’t but I know I will because I just have that feeling I can’t get pregnant. And it kills me. It’s a dream or mine to have my own child. It always has been. I just need help putting my mid at ease. So please anyone help me out some. It crosses my mind daily what if I cannot have children and it puts me in the most depressed mood. I don’t know what to do...