Don’t understand ! 😫

Am I the only one that gets so worked up but also happy at the same time. Then turns into depression as if I weren’t good enough .. when people post “First time trying and it worked “ or “I didn’t even have to try for our first” or especially the ones that find out they’re pregnant and just give it up or abortion is the option ( your opinions are your opinions but I’m heavily against them). It just absolutely sucks so bad when you’ve struggled / struggling to get pregnant you’ve followed the OVK, Taken medication, dr appointment after dr appointment... and still nothing. I know there’s people out there that will always have worse than me. But all the people that are blessed to be able to trying once and get lucky that easily .. it makes me feel so small and useless..