Need to vent


My boyfriend and I have been together for 3 years now and we are expecting our first baby November 11th. Since finding out we were pregnant our relationship has been rough. We haven’t broken up at all but it’s definitely been a topic. We constantly argue about the stupidest stuff or I get my feelings hurt that he plays the game too much and so again, we argue about that. I’m overly emotional all the time and I’m also lonely considering he works 10-12hr days and I stay at home and watch my nephew. I’ve tried to explain that to him and he just doesn’t get it. I know he means well and loves me but he doesn’t show it in the best way.

I have no doubt that he will be a good dad but I’m scared it’s going to be me parenting 24/7 and him just 50% of the time. I’m also scared to raise this baby on my own I know I can do it but I came from a broken family and I feel like I’m failing my baby if I bring him into a broken family..

I just hope things go back to normal after this pregnancy.

Im sorry I’m just rambling. I’m not really sure what I’m wanting to get out of putting this out there. I don’t have anyone to talk to so I just needed to vent..