Stupid

I took a short hiatus from Glow's community because Ive been driving myself crazy. Ttc is not fun, especially when you've been doing so for a year amd a half. My husband was gone for 2 months for summer Army stuff so I took that time to not think about ttc for the first time in forever and just enjoy my summer. He came back right at the end of my fertile window this month, and although I felt that I ovulated already I started feeling hopeful that maybe that little break was what we needed and we'd conceive.

My cycles have been 30 days for the past 3 months. So I'm still in my ttw for a few more days, as today is CD 24..

But my period started...WTF. I was hopeful yesterday cuz it was super light spotting, and I thought Implantation Bleeding! But no. Today, it's full on period. It's like my body knows when I'm starting to feel hope and is like "No bitch, here's a dose of heartbreak for you".