This line was all I got to see of you. I wish I could have seen you. I wish I could have heard your little heart beat. I wish I could have watched you grow. God had other plans for you and I will never understand why. From the moment I found out something could be wrong until the moment I heard the words “non viable pregnancy” my heart sank and broke. From the moment I seen that first positive I loved you. I was so happy and excited to welcome you. Your brothers and sister would have loved you. Instead, you get to be with your pawpaw and other loved ones that have passed. Instead of getting to announce the exciting news of your arrival, I get to announce that on 8/29/19, I officially miscarried. I will love you always.