How did your significant other feel about the birth?

I feel like I can’t get over how my fiancé is acting about the birth of our baby. He left for food shortly after I gave birth to him and after that, he said my labia looked like a “subway sandwich” or “meat flaps” because I was so swollen and red. He’s mentioned a few times over the past few months how disgusting it was and “if only you could have seen what your vagina looked like”... I guess I had it in my head that I wanted it to be something beautiful and loving. He didn’t even kiss or hug me after he was born. What did your husband:l/fiancé/partner think of the birth?