SO coming to visit

Update: he left me. Never came. Wanted his ex wife back.

A little back story ;

I’m a single mom and worked for a streamer (someone who live streams playing video games and gets paid for it) and met my SO through there. Honestly the sweetest person I have EVER talked to. And I’m genuinely happy. Never met in person, but we talk every single day; on the phone , text video chat all that.

But the thing is I’m super insecure about myself. And he’s very aware of this. I’ve expressed it while we were only friends, but he’s coming to visit and I’m absolutely terrified. Anything to help calm me down. Not have an anxiety attack and everything in between ? 😫