I don’t get excited to be pregnant anymore.. my husband and I get a positive and instantly are worried, sad, upset, and scared more than anything. It takes the excitement out of having a baby because the last 3 times in the last 6 months we have lost every baby anywhere from 5-11 weeks. Not including more in previous years. It’s the most devastating part of our life’s right now. Getting pregnant is not really a hardship for us? Which I know we should be so excited about but it doesn’t matter because we can never hold a baby long enough for it to matter.. every test we’ve done has been normal. Nothing crazy or unusual.

How do you get past that? How do you become excited again and not be so scared you’re worried about your every move?