Feeling so helpless

Rosey • Mommy to 2 beautiful princesses 🎀❣️

I can’t describe how helpless I feel. Month after month with no success I am going one 1 year and 2 months TTC for baby #2 this is the second month in a row that I have gotten a faint line on a test and then a few days/week later start bleeding. Not sure if the tests were just false or if it’s a chemical pregnancy. All I know is I’m super heart broken. Last month was different than this month last month I had heavy bleeding but today I’m just spotting lightly but I’m sure it will pick up soon. Not only can I not get pregnant for a second time but I also have a horrible cold which doesn’t make me feel any better.. I feel like I need to give up completely 😞💔 thanks for letting me rant ..