I’m 3 days late today. 17dpo.

Clearblue digital says not pregnant. First response tests are negative.

But then I have these blue dye tests with faint lines. And these pink dyes with faint lines. And an even fainter normal clear blue test. All pictures were taken within 3 minutes so I couldn’t get confused. I see faint lines but I don’t know if I just want it so bad, I’m imaging them!

If any test should be positive at this point it should be the FRER? But they are stark white! (Will add a picture of this one at bottom)

And I have noooo idea what to think!

No sign of AF. My cervix is so high I can barely reach it at all, I have to proper bear down, and even then I can’t even reach enough to tell if it’s soft or not. I have thin milky cm. it’s usually watery before AF. My boobs ache. My nipples are red raw. I’m having ovary twinges. Nausea. And I’m soooo exhausted I almost fell asleep in the bloody shower this morning!

Someone please share some similar experience? I think I’m going absolutely crazy by this point! I just want to know either way, so atleast if I’m not pregnant I can hurry up and try again next cycle!