Ughh.. Don’t judge

I have a 10month old and I literally have no one to watch him and daycare is wayyy to expensive. I have no idea why his dad doesn’t want to have him sometimes. My family or no one. I don’t even know how I got a bf, he loves me but I can’t go too fast with a baby and all. I love my son but I need a break. My anxiety is up wayy too high.

Yes I work and I have to take my son with me. I’m trying to put him in daycare. I love being his mom and a mom is what I always wanted to be. Just a lot