After giving birth Thursday night, I was running on adrenaline for the next 24 hours. Didn’t sleep. Just kept going. Pumping eating nicu nurse checks visitors.

I felt AMAZING despite just going through a traumatic delivery and having a preemie in the nicu. I finally decided to force myself to sleep last night...

And I woke with horrid baby blues 😂 I don’t want to eat or shower or have another nurse or doctor walk in this room and ask me one more damn question. They promised me 8 hours of no checks overnight and they were still in every 2 hours.

SO is sick so he isn’t allowed in the nicu to help with anything. The birth was so fast and sudden that he missed it and hasn’t gotten to hold our son yet.

I’m just melting down now this morning 😂 just want to sit and bawl after 2 days of being superwoman